Perhaps each day seems alike.. gray and grim. You are irritated by little things, you drag yourself to do one task to another. You aren't really sick but you're far from feeling well..


I've not been using MSN for several days.. feel kinda uneasy though. My Father is settling this matter. SEE, handling technical problems sucks. We also don't know where went wrong. It can be the network, the unplugged wires, the virus, or whatever hackers.. gah.


Luckily I'm able to use facebook. Hah, fb is getting really fun nowadays. Perhaps due to my friends. Fb can be uber boring at times when nobody entertain u or when you use it too much until sian. I'll not use fb so often in order for me, slowly not to have a bad impression for it. :)


Anyway. I can sense this very sensational christmas atmostphere even though i'm at home. Wooo, feel so great sensing that X'mas is around the corner. Oh wait, or isit over already? Oops, im being like a real sotong now! I mean.. yeah im a "sotong" but now im really being like a "REAL SOTONG"... Hey i dont even know when is x'mas actually!! Disgrace. I didn't really bother cos always, when x'mas is round the corner... i can feel it! Like duh, even the fb's games offered x'mas treats... the tv oso will advertise some things. LOL.



This year x'mas wouldn't be so fun i reckon bcos last year was too fun; cannot be compared to any other years.. Really, last year was memorable.. my mind entered the imaginary studio.. and it's that kindof awesome countdown that made the atmostphere tensed up, love it. (Y)


OHYE, i found this para that caught my attention...


"A good tip for making your own affirmations is to avoid the negative worlds like no, not, don't, haven't, etc. Put the sentance into positive terms. Your mind hears a negative affirmation if you use negative terms, even if you meant it to be a positive statement. You are creating for yourself an affirmation to use like a mantra. Put it in terms that make you feel good emotionally."


HAHA. SLEEPING SOON. Can't stay up late tonight cos my Mum complained to my Dad that i've been staying up really late these few nights. (ZZZZZZZ)

I feel like i getting to not look like a Singaporean, and i really... like it baby.

Actually, I intended not to blog today. But after listening to the Thai songs (now still), gets me really in a blogging mood. Hell so nice lah the Thai love songs! Am gonna listen to it when i study, when i sleep, when i idle, when i bath!! Exaggerating loads?



Well. I'm srsly in a overseas mood still. I'm wondering what will I be doing if I'm in Thailand now.. Hah, cfm shopping de! Don't yknow, there are a lot of things to shop there? with cheap price. Overseas life is awesome. Coming back here.. really bores me. Nothing to explore, and i'm reminded of those bad memories when im back. Hah, i may think of emigrating when i'm financially stable, tgt with my family. They also want! Haha.. thinking of where to emigrate to.

USA? Big country, not very safe... sighs, all these are the factors i've to consider. So irrtating... Urgh, i think better to stay here la. Though a lot of bad memos, but hor, we hor, must learn to hor, let go mah; cannot always live in the past like you people always say right? Okok, shall follow.

Crapz, i haven't started watching my recorded episodes yet.. too busy. Not busy with facebooking ofcoz, but other stuffs. Example, studies. Haha kidding!! Studies will be the last I will ever get busy with. Lol, k im actually not very busy la. Cos yknow, i wake up very late. So half of my day is all about sleeping. The rest will be about dressing up myself... and go out.

Today, I went out with Aunty Angie. It's been a long time i met her lo! I paid for her movie (2012) ticket. And this is the very cute first time i felt so not heartbroken paying for other people's benefits lo! Good?? I mean.. i don't mind treating or paying for others, but i only will feel a bit 心痛 nia but ya, i really dont mind so much cos you happy, i happy. Ever heard of this? Hahaha. I think feeling 心痛 is normal la, this is human's nature. Yeah man! Lolz..


(FUCK, I JUST REALISED THAT HEARTBROKEN & 心痛 IS THE SAME MEANING LOLZ)

Awww, my ears are so itchy. I think someone is thinking of me. Ha, "Esther so buey hiao baiiiiii."

So? I like to. Your problem? Not right? So shut. Haaaaaa. Am getting sleepy... im gonna change to my cutez pyjamas and sleep like a pig!! Yay! Sweet dreams to 我...

Lala, wait me!

Back to spore. AM SO LAZY TO POST ALL THE PICS ON BLOG. All on facebook.




I've learnt a lot of things those few days. I dono how to describe. But it's just that little experience that made me a much grown up person. Stayed in a village the first day. Villagers lead a simple life there, they do not expect a lot of satisfication, do not fret over money issues. Their lives are purely just crops, veges, animals. Simple isn't it? Not like us, so complex..


The children there also no difference frm the adults. Yes, they do go to sch, duh. Students must go to school whether they're financially poor, rich, average bcos of.. parents decision.


After school, they'll come back, play among themselves. Even if it's just a land of grass, they also wouldn't mind. Just crawl or roll around the grass, they're happy. They, as villagers, do not have enough to wear, to spent, but they still live their life like that. Why? Cos they do not expect a world of luxury but a world of happiness. Money, will not be involved in 'happiness'.



The one night staying in the village is in my four days, most enjoyable day. I've learnt a lot, seen a lot, enjoyed a lot... =D



As for the rest of the 3days, stayed in Bangkok. Eat, sleep, play, shopping. Bought a lot of things there. Hell, Mum is a really a good bargainer lah! From 800 all the way to 350. Wa eh, 赚到了 sia..



I LOVE my hotel, full of romance atmostphere.

THE CHICKEN LAYED THE EGG INSIDE AND BUILT NEST. CUTE.

K, these are the few pics i've featured. LOL.

Now that i'm back... i'm gonna catch all the episodes i've missed those 4 days!! So exciting.

Conclusion: I really enjoyed.. very interesting trip. I love it when I shop a lot of my things!!

Will blog after I'm back from Thai; which is this Sat. Stomach pain, off to poo now! Byes.

:O

I don't like to wake up early. I don't like to pack luggage. I don't like to sit aeroplane (not really)

But i've to do all these TMRRRRRR.

WOOTS, Lotsa of episodes of shows awaiting for me when im back. HEEHEE

Yesterday's pixy: Dinner @ airport (Fish and Co restaurant)

My Father's swordfish's collar!! I like the sauce only.. the fish.. eee. But my Father love it. LOL.
Love the veges only. Heehee~

Isn't the little flag cute? America's flag. As for why is it there.. i suppose gotta do with the company's background..

Grandma wants to be in the picture! She wanna give me her salmon cos she doesn't like salmons. She said Salmons Tastes FISHY. So I cut half of my fish and chips and give her in exchange for the little salmon. I personally don't really like salmon but i still exchange. See, filial. Hahaha, tell me it's funny.

Closer view of my fish and chips. Wooo, nice leh. Fish and Company's (fish and chips) are nice! Their speciality is the fish and chips. But I don't really like the idea of them putting cheese into the fish.. i prefer ONLY the fish itself. :) The original flavour!

TODAY:

Woke up early. As usual, tuition. I realise I learn a lot of things each time I have tuition!! Isn't that great? I'm getting smarter and knowledgeable each day. Unfortunetely, this cannot determine whether my knowledge has expanded bcos exam haven't come... or tests.. Only if I score well in this 2, then i can prove prove prove. Hah. ;O

Ohyeah, im being forced to go Thailand with my parents and Bro. Sigh, i don't like to go there. I want USA. Or Japan. Haha, far much demanding? Hmph, I've gone to Thailand a lot of times and serious, i can't stand the weather! Really very hot.. hotter than here. T-T

As yknow, i can't stand HOT. So what for torture myself in going a even hotter country? Mum said we'll be going there for blessing. Whole journey will be abt temples and temples, and just temples. Boring. AH nvm, change my luck!

2010, huaaaat ar!


2009 sucks. Shit year for me.

Chatting on the phone with Yun Tung now. My shoulders are pain man, talking on the phone and typing... So,

byebye!

Doesn't matter how you look at me cos it doesn't bother me. Why don't you do a reflection of how you look at people? oh, take it as i plead with you, boost up your maturity leh. Very kaopei sia you.

As I said at november 26th's post, i'll blog when I find sparkles in life. Hahaha, yeah I think i've found some. Lol.

Last night, went with my Mum to this concert. A super nice concert. Just 2 tickets costs 2k. Wow thousand plus, exp right? But the money will be donated to the charity. So worth it? Yeah of course. Can get to do some good deeds, at the same time, ENJOY. Why not? Indeed, last night was an unforgettable night. Hey David tao also perform at the concert leh! David Tao you know who? Famous Taiwan Singer. The guy who sang '月亮代表我的心'. Hm, he's not the orginal singer. He actually changed some parts of it. Which is, in my opinion, better than the original song. Love his singing, love the way he carry himself. Oh dont mistunderstand, im not a real fan of him. Haha, well i'm not a fan of anybody. Isit good? WELL.


Scroll down and it's David Tao singing. Sorry, pics not in order. :p


The most interesting 节目 in the whole thing is the thousand hands!! Wooo, so entertaining! I watch until I open my mouth also didn't realise lor! Snapshots a little. The ticket states 'no photography, no video.' But i still photo it! Why? Cos I saw many ppl also took photos, some even so daring, took video.. The big deal is, even the policemen infront also don't care lor! Wow, police doing their jobs.. *grins


Credit:



Fucker i wish i was sitting in the middle of the stage lor! Because only in the middle, you can see everything. This is only one side of the view.. Not as nice as when u witness the whole opening of hands (in the centre view) :'( Mum still say "Hey, we got the premier (VIP) seat.." Haha, VIP? I can't even have a good view! -____-








Nah nah nah nah, here's the handsome David Tao!

Couldn't see clearly hor? Ah, cos this stupid camera. The background shouldn't be so dark de lo!

Yknow, the people who performed this 'thousand hands' are ppl who have 缺陷 eh. In case you're unaware what 缺陷 means... i shall explain. It means, 'disability'. They're ppl who are deaf and mute. This orginal group of ppl who performed this popular 'thousand hands' at 52countries has now come, to S'pore... to perform us.. to tell us... to help them. :) See, they're dead+mute, yet they can come up with such beautiful performance.. Hey, it's not easy leh. How to even... communicate man?

I cannot imagine myself living in a world of quietness. There's no music, no voices, no sounds at all. How to live man? Ha, they're so awesome. Not only did they didn't give up in life, they still find hopes and goals. Not to say us, normal people. We've got everything, no disability. Should we also find this 'no giving up, pursue your dreams' spirit? We should! Why? Cos we're normal. We're perfect physically! Lol lol, maybe not perfect. But at least, we have all the basics in human. HOR HOR HOR? :D

Alright. I shall stop nagging.

Ohyeah, i needa harvest my crops in farmville liao! Then I shall off the lappie, wash my face, comb my hair and get rdy to go out liao. Didn't really celebrate my birthday in Malaysia so Mum suggested to have another celebration. Heehee. :p

Shall upload pixyy tmr! Woo, life so cutez!!

Losing, and changing.

Life has been too so-so for me till I dread blogging.. OK, slightly better today.

Had a date with Germaine today. Met at t1 to eat u-mian. okok lah. But it's a big bowl! I thought i couldn't eat finish but surprisingly, i finished the mian excluding the meatballs, those funny funny things. Old Esther definitely won't finish up a bowl of so-so noodles. Isn't that a kind of accomplishment? I'll still improve. Try lah. After eating, Germaine came my house. Bitched around, crap, joked. Somehow, fucking boredom just drop by when we're at loss for conversations and games. Nvm, got me... boring won't last! Hah.


Evening: Chatted online. Now still...

Am going to turn in soon.. Will blog when i find sparks in life. Funny much? -___-

Not to expect the best of everything, but to be the best of everything


Srsly, Dad is irritating me nowdays. Always stress me, tell me don't use lappie too much, STUDY. Mum says I study too little. I don't get this sentence. I study with quality time, not the quantity. What for u sit at the table, idle, (with bks infront of you), when u didn't even really put ur heart and soul into it? I rather spent quality 2hrs srsly study, and memorise stuffs. -___-

Currently talking to Germaine on msn. She intro-ed me this song, "Seasons of love". Hm, her choir is singing this. Which I think, it's quite a nice song. Haha! :> The beginning was a bit.. weirdyy. But after that, in the middle, hah, not bady.

• Didn't slept whole night; runny nose.
• Woke up at 11plus, got ready for tuition.
• After tuition, nap awhile.
• Woke up, chatted on phone.
• Watch tv.
• Had dinner (Yummy this time =D)

Right that's all. :D Tmr will be slightly interesting. Well, shud be!

Here we go!




Hii!


Stressed up... :'(


Hahaha.. :p







#Pose 1 and 2



#Pose 2 and 3.

Had a fun time ytd evening!! ;p Though not very lasting, but i still enjoyed!! :D Okk, shall post abt today. I woke up so late today! Like 1pm. Cool. Unhealthy lifestyle i know.

Just finished all the episodes of the shows I'd recorded those four days. So nice! Asshole I can't believe Lin dan haven't contacted me for so long, even 2 words happy birthday she also didn't say. Truly disappointed, b'cos she's my bestf!! Well. Like who cares.

Anyway. I wanna watch 2012... I was supposed to watch when i was at Genting but this idiotic bro said he gonna watch with his friends.. So ended up, we watched pandorum. Fucking shit i tell you. Don't ever watch. -__- Movie ticket there is cheap, so nvm. :)

I hope Dad will decide to bring us out to eat cos I'm sick of takeaway/homecooked noodles.. SICK OF IT YOU GET IT?...

So reluctaaaaant to delete my archives... but i still deleted inthe-end.

Holyshit, farmville is undergoing maintenance. Faster leh asshole, i wanna harvest my crops yknow! :@


Scroll down, baby.
Strawberry/Mushroom farm:


Very well grown (:
Pluck it pluck it!!

Whole rows of strawberries!

2 Strawberies join tgt, so cute!!

The Coffeebean I was everynight :D

This is starbucks! :p Heeheeee~ MP3 makes my day.




Woooo! ICE-BLENDED. :p Yumyumyum~

Oh, i spotted my pimples.(-_____-)

Nighttime, in the car.

There is actually water flowing... camera can't detect. Lan lah~
Cute?

Turtle can be quite discusting actually...

So many!! Haha.

Asshole Brother :O

Vegetarian meal on my Birthday. Hey it's nice ok!! Taste better than the real meat! Dont look down on vege~

He ask me to take pic of his hair -____-

Trying to act cool....
Dad talking to Mum... abt? idk. Action speaks louder.

Faster serve food leh!!

Process of waiting...

Steady lah.

MY HOME~

I hope blogger can do some upgrading. Posting all these pics took up most of my precious time! Can they like upgrade -something like friendster. Can upload all the pictures at one time... and be fast fast fast! Very irritating to wait here and there.. lol.

Right. I was back at S'pore last night (:[) abt 8pm. I wanted to online but Mum don't allow! Dk why leh, think bad mood or what, after this tiring yet not so fruitful journey.. yknow, when ppl gamble and not gaining anyth.. uh huh.

Kk. Having tuition later on. Xinyu, let's get rdy our cameraaaa! (yknow what....) :D

Alright. Shall go watch all the episodes i didn't catch last 4days.. bye!