Weigh out relationships

Today, quite a retarded day la. I mean everyday is retarded but today.. Is seriously retard.
Learn nothing. And the whole class was discussing bout "be yourself day", after hours of discussing about the theme, they decided to wear pink for tomorrow. I mean like seriously? And the only pink stuff I have is the one I wore on last year's be yourself day! errr...?
So if I go tmr, i've to wear my last year's suit? Indeed a day for "being myself" the last year's me and this year's me. Eeee, lol.
Plus there's PE tmr, wearing beautiful clothes and then getting all sweaty and well.. Doggish?
Ehhh don't kid with me leh..


Also during English lesson today, I attempted to sleep.
So I laid down on the table, getting into lalaland.. And suddenly, I felt myself having breathing difficulties.
And then I realize the weather was so warm, I could barely breath.
I was internally sweating. Oh and plus my habit of not having breakfast...
Why am I so weak.. Both physically and emotionally.

Emotionally thinking too much like always. Hais hais. bad.



Yeah so anyway. Today isn't a good day.
I'm tired, I'm shag, I've no motivation at all. Sucks.
Ask bf if he would support me if I ever ever go ite with that low pay, and he said this, well,
It really brightened my day. He said, "why won't I support you? :) of course I would, I'm just saying to study hard too, make mummy and daddy proud."
I've no idea how many things I re-read that over and over again.
Idk but each time I text this guy, I expect a lot. I analyze his words, a lot.
Alright dear, I'm saying this not to give you pressure but yeah, really.. I expect a lot from you bcos too bad, you showed me you can give me that much.. haha.
You've reached the level that you meant that much to me. And like I've said, you've proven that you're worth it. :)
Oh, and I won't take you for granted, and won't dump you even if I can make it to poly (or ite? Lol) and meet loads of guys there blah blah.
Won't. Won't. Never. Oh ya, thanks for making the effort to create this particular blog dedicated for me. Appreciated!


Oh and I'm sorry girlfriends. You girls needa stalk me to know more about me..
Haha. It's not that I don't wanna say or share but sometimes I really don't know how to put it.
Actually I really suck at expressing..


18th July will be my good friend cherie's birthday.
I hope she can have a good blast for her birthday on the 16th July! =D
Omg can't believe I'm still stuck at 16. Like srsly ah? Alamakz.
Ok just wait... Haiya. How come so long one ah.
Like one small girl. Yeah thanks~~~ Lol!


Last.....
DPA application thingy is drawing near.. And till now, I still have no idea what course I want.
Got bitching course not ah...? Ha, kidding la.
I want this course.. which is at SP ,14 points. Think i can get in meh? In my dreams only please.
How???
So lost la~~~~ Can help me please somebody